100 things about me

1. I love Jesus because he was so good. So loving. He always did what was right even if it was detrimental to him.

2. I love my husband because I choose to do so, and because he is awesome.

3. My favorite color is green.

4. I am short and I like it.

5. I really love being outside.

6. I like warm fuzzy snuggly clothes on cold days.

7. I play the piano, cello, flute, harp, and guitar.

8. I am from Ohio.

9. I like coffee.

10. I can be really lazy sometimes.

11. I don't like going to bed and don't like getting up.

12. I like chocolate.

13. I am more extroverted than I ever thought.

14. This is my first thanksgiving away from all my family (except for my hubby).

15. I really like having my own blog, even if no one really reads it.

16. I get easily fed up with people who make stupid decisions.

17. I think I am funny.

18. I think maybe I am a little stuck up. I think I am right a lot.

19. I really do try to look at other peoples views, though.

20. We don't own a TV.

21. I think the TV is pretty much awful. Sure you can find some good stuff on it, but really, just read a book instead.

22. I wish I had a bunch of cool bumper stickers on my car, but I don't.

23. I love love love animals.

24. I love children too. More than animals.

25. We want to have at least 5 kids-- at least. But we will take more.

26. Boy name for a baby: Asher (happy, gladness). Girl: Bella Lucile (beautiful bringer of light)

27. I only have one brother and I love him sooo much.

28. I love my family.

29. My heart breaks for other people's hurts.

30. I cry alot. About anything sad at all.

31. I love to paint my toenails.

32. I am cheap cheap cheap. I hate spending money on stuff (except books). I buy most of our household stuff on craigslist and get my clothes at thriftstores.

33. I have a BA degree in music and spanish.

34. I hate shaving my legs. The first time I ever did it, I only shaved half of one leg and then quit, realizing what a stupid activity it was.

35. But despite this strong feeling of drudgery, I still shave my legs. Can't seem to break free of that american paradigm.

36. I really need to do laundry. STAT.

37. My husband has blue eyes.

38. I have a pet bunny named Hunza. He is so cute.

39. I have never had a cavity.

40. Haven't been to the dentist in, oh, almost 4 years. I should go soon.

41. I prefer to be barefoot.

42. I've never been a big shoe/purse sort of girl. I use the same purse for forever.

43. My husband and I share a toothbrush. I don't care if you think that's gross.

44. I love christmas music.

45. I love listening to NPR and trying to guess the pieces/composers.

46. I refuse to get rid of my "skinny" jeans.... they will fit again!!

47. I love knitting. I am stuck in the middle of a sock right now, though.

48. I break out with rashes on my stomach when I eat too much sugar. I hope that's not too much information...

49. So..... I try to severely limit my sugar intake.

50. I refuse to buy any food with corn syrup in it.

51. We have a miniature farm in our backyard.

52. We want to be full-time organic, sustainable farmers when daniel's enlistment is up.

53. We are going to farm with Daniel's brother and his wife. Yay!

54. I really miss running around outside barefoot. You can't do that in Texas because of the ants, and it's awful!

55. I have scars on my legs now from fire ants. Grrrr....

56. I really miss Ohio but I doubt I will ever live there again.

57. It makes me sad that generations are so disconnected from one another.

58. I have a quilt that my great aunt Lucy made, and it is one of the things I treasure.

59. I wish I knew how to quilt. I think I will learn someday.

60. We have a world map on the wall in our office and I love looking at it.

61. I really REALLY REALLLLLLYYY hope that RON PAUL wins the 2008 presidential election. Look him up! http://www.ronpaul2008.com/

62. I am so proud of my husband. He is a good good man.

63. I really like learning.

64. I have a sensative nose. I can smell a lot of things.

65. If I could be an animal I would probably be a bird.

66. I've always wanted to go to New Zealand.

67. I wish I knew sign language.

68. I make super good homemade pizza!

69. I enjoy dusting.

70. I grind my teeth alllllll the time. I don't know when I picked up this habit, but I'm trying to stop.


71. I love my husband sooo sooooo much. I think I already said this, but really I do. Our marriage is wonderful. We become closer everyday.


72. I love my volvo station wagon. :O) It has 186,000 miles!

73. Sometimes I have strong premonitions, and then they always happen.

74. Lately I don't want to shower at all... I haven't washed my hair in days.

75. I am a hygenic person, though, really.

76. I find this list difficult to finnish.....

77. I love writing with blue pens

78. my husband and I have a huge box of letters we have written eachother.

79. my eyes are green/blue

80. If I am at home, I always put my pj's on.

81. I love checking the mail. But if it's crappy mail, I leave it outside in the mailbox.

82. I have long hair and I always want to cut it really short, but I am too scared to do so.

83. I bite my fingernails, but I cut my thumbnails.

84. I like making mocha sauce at work.

85. I could play piano for hours everyday

86. I like eggs for breakfast

87. I love that my husband's bottom teeth are slightly crooked

88. my pinki toenail is just a little sliver. Daniel thinks it's really weird.

89. Daniel and I met at summer camp when we were teenagers.

90. Most of the time I would rather make music than listen to it.

91. When I am cleaning the house I like to listen to Handel's "Messiah" and Mendelsohhn's 4th symphony.

92. We have family coming to visit on sunday and i have a lot to do before then! Ah!

93. Our garage is a mess.

94. I like having our own house but it's so much harder to keep clean than just an apartment.

95. I have a chapstick and a coffee mug fettish. I always have at least 4 chapsticks in my purse.

96. I used to have really vivid dreams, but I don't anymore.

97. I wish I still did.

98. We sleep on the floor. We don't have a bed. We like this arrangement.

99. I am thankful for good friends.

100. I am done with this list!!!!

YAY DANIEL!!!

Daniel went to his promotion board today and passed with a recommendation!! YAY!!! This is a big burden off his shoulders- he has been studying for weeks and weeks. I will get to pin him with his new rank at the promotion ceremony. I am so proud of him!

Baby Bunnies

One of our rabbits, Flaxie, was pregnant and started "nesting" last night. Well, this morning when I got home from work I checked on her, and there in her little nest was a baby rabbit! But, very sadly, it was dead. I know it's just a rabbit, but I am really down about it. I don't know if it was stillborn or if Flaxie just neglected it or what, but here we are with no baby bunnies. Our other rabbit, Linsie is pregnant too, and due next week. So hopefully that will turn out better. Sigh.

I am working on a "100 things about me" list, so check back soon! It's almost done.

Our baby chickens are doing well. I should post some pictures. But not now-- too much to do today. Daniel goes to the promotion board tomorrow! YAY! That means more money for us. But, it also means more responsibility for him, soo, eh. He will be relieved to have this all over with, though.

Oh, daniel's mom came home and seems to have calmed down. Said she's sorry for the mean things she said, and said she still wants to live here. Things are ok for now....

ok I really need to go!

A sad day

Oh I am just soo sad right now because I just read an e-mail from camp sychar's president, Gary Campbell, saying that Dr. Buswell has died. If you are a sychar person, then you understand how sad this is. I mean it's great because he really loved the Lord and he got to go home, but it's really sad for his family and it is a loss for camp. I remember listening to him talk this year and thinking about him passing away and how camp would be changed because of that. And now it has happened. And poor Dr. Campbell already lost his wife durring (or shortly after?) camp this year. I just don't want good people to die. There are some people, that when they die, I feel like the world will just no longer hold any good. I know this isn't true, but it's so sad for good people to go when we live in such a crappy world that needs them. My heart is just grieving.

Well I am so sad about that, but there is also a lot of stuff going on in our lives right now, so I got on the computer to write about all that but somehow now it feels akward to write about my life after learning this sad news. But I still want to write about all of it sooo...

Today is the day before thanksgiving. Well, a few days ago daniel's mom really freaked out on us (she lives with us) and so we are having a rough patch. I don't want to go into a lot of details, but it will suffice to say that we were (are) trying to help her get her life straightened out, but it's been difficult. Anyway I guess I am most worried because she never came home last night. I haven't seen her for 3 days but I could at least tell she had been in the house (dishes in the sink, stuff moved around, I would hear her come home after we had gone to bed, etc.) I looked in her room/bathroom for a note and it looks like she packed up her essentials. No note, and we haven't heard a word. Daniel isn't too worried and pretty much fed up with everything, but I am a little worried. I wish she would at least call to tell us if she is staying with a friend or what. You can pray for her. and us.

Meanwhile, Daniel is going to the promotion board on tuesday, so he is studying ALOT. And working incredibly long days-- 12-16 hours, and then he comes home and studies. It's awful. But after tuesday things will get better.

We also got MORE chickens. So we have our 3 egg layers, and now we have 29 new chickens. I know, 29 sounds like a lot. But it's really not. I should put up a picture. They are only 2 weeks old so they are still little yellow fluff balls. They have been in a box in the kitchen, but we just put them outside yesterday. They have a 5'x7'x2' moveable, bottomless shelter with chickenwire walls and a roof over half of it incase it rains. When they are 8 weeks old they will be full grown, and we will "process" (ie kill) them and put them in the freezer. Wahlah-- our own, homegrown, pastured, totally-organic, better-than-free-range chickens. Thankyou Joel Salatin!! We have done this once before in our backyard, and it was absolutely the best chicken I've ever eaten in my life. Really, if you have a backyard you can do this and it is a great way to get healthy and affordable meat. We certainly can't afford to buy "organic" chickens at whole foods, and we don't want to because they are filthy with oil--- shipped all the way from california. ANYWHOO I could go on and on.... read "You Can Farm" by Joel Salatin. He is one of our heroes!!

SPEAKING of heros, we found someone to vote for!! We were really dissapointed with all the presidential candidates until we found Ron Paul. Google him, or look him up on youtube. Anyway I will write about it more but I need to go cause daniel needs the computer. There you go, a new blog.

cluckity cluck cluck cluck!

We got chickens today!! Here they are. Oh they are just so cute.

We found them on craigslist, which I just love by the way. We drove to the north side of town to pick them up from this adorable little asian woman who has all sorts of different birds she keeps. These ones are some sort of particular bantam (ie small) breed. That is why they don't have feathers on their necks. Pretty ugly, but they lay eggs!! We have them in an enclosed area right now, but in a few days when they learn that this is their new home we are going to let them go all about the yard. I am sooooo excited about the eggs. They should each be laying an egg every day or two.

And here are our pygmy goats! The grey one is Pepper and the tan one is Coconut. Pepper is full grown! They are both girls, so we are going to breed them when they are ready, and then we are going to milk them and we will have our own milk!! Until then, we are joining a raw milk co-op and I am oh- so excited. We will get our first gallon of organic raw milk on wednesday.

This is a crazy spider living in our back yard. I normally hate spiders but I think this one is so pretty that it doesn't scare me. Actually I've seen quite a few of these out in the yard, either bright orange or yellow.

This is one of our tomatoes! It just looks so pretty. It still has a bit of growing to do. This is our first successful garden ever!! If you really want to garden and do it well without a ton of weeding then you should read this book called "square foot gardening" by Mel Bartholemew (sp??). It's a really really really good book.

Ok well time for bed!

New church for us

Well we have started going to a new church. It's kind of sad in many ways for me, but very good for my hubby and exciting for us both. I guess I will explain. When we moved down to TX, we started going to a nice, very very very small (ie like 30ish ppl) non-denominational, wear-your-jeans-to-sunday-service type of church. the "contemporary" type, I guess. One of the best things about this church was the very enveloping people-- as soon as we started going we were invited over to ppl's houses for dinner, we recieved help moving into our house, etc. Very welcoming and loving. Well I attached pretty quickly and started playing cello every week in the worship team, and pretty soon I felt a little overly-committed since we hadn't visited even one other church. Daniel was overall discontent with this church even though he liked the people. I should mention one other thing: through our 3 miscarriages this summer, a few of the women in the church were very supportive and loving towards us, helping me get through that time. They prayed for us a lot, which was wonderful and encouraging. Anyhow, in the meanwhile daniel stopped coming while I was still going. he finally said he wanted to find a new church, so there we were in this situation where I had all these emotional ties and friendships, whereas he didn't feel so strongly. So I went for a few more weeks working up the guts to tell my friends I wasn't coming anymore. I finally did this sunday. It was sad and depressing, and I hated to do it because this church has lost a lot of ppl. But it was best for our family in general and daniel is really excited to try new churches. We will keep in contact with some of our friends from there, too.

Anyhow, so we went and visited a church this sunday. It is literally a half mile from our house. A few weeks ago some women came through our neighborhood to invite ppl to come. And then when we looked up "spirit filled church" online for our city, this was the first one that popped up. When we went we were made very very welcomed-- a million ppl came and talked to us. OH and one of my favorite customers at starbucks (she has nine kids!!) just so happens to go to that church! We were just smothered with hellos and welcomes and "we're so glad your visiting"s. And the preching was really good. Very bible based and honest. The music was ok--- a little too loud, but I think that about nearly every church. I only knew one song, and I liked that. We also went to a bible study on wednesday and the ppl were just great. Really. They were all older than us, in their 30's and 40's, but honestly we really fit into that age group better than in our own, and I like being around people older than me because I can learn alot from them. So we are feeling refreshed and excited about this church. We will see where it goes. It would be prudent of us, I think, to visit some others, too, but we really did just feel at home at this one. They even brought homemade cookies to our front door on monday night! I guess the most important thing to do would be to pray about it. Anyway, it's exciting. I am excited to find a church that is changing people's lives. I want to be involved in a community of believers that really love and serve people, you know?

Anyhow it's refreshing to be in this transition. And I am so happy because it is the weekend!!

knitting a sock!

I am knitting my first pair of socks! Here is a picture!!

So far it is going ok.... the ribbed part is the ankle, and now I am working on the heel (ie the hard part!) We will see how it goes.... I've never done socks before and I am learning from a book. Hopefully i can make the second one look like the first. :O)

This is a picture of our rattle snake's rattler.... ewwww.... the penny and mint are for proportion, and they make a smiley face! Anyhow, our neighbor's dog got bit by another rattle snake last night.... So now I really don't like going out in the yard. I think this is a funny picture.

Here is Daniel right after he killed it.... and there it is, on the ground. (Please excuse the mess.... our yard is a work in progress.....)

Anyway I am excited that I know how to post pictures now! This is us at buffalo wild wings for a cowboys/bills football game last week with Kyle and Sarah- Notice the bills jerseys, and remember that we live in Texas.... everyone loved to hate us that night...

Ok that's enough pictures for now. Well, I have my first cello student this week! I am so excited! He is supposed to come on wednesday... we will see how it goes. Nothing else very exciting is going on. Oh, wait, I am taking a belly dancing class! That's exciting. My neighbor teaches it, every tuesday night. It is a lot of fun, just a few people in the class. I like it. I think sarah (above) may come with me tomorrow.

Well..... I mentioned our goats before, and so I think I should write a little about them and why we have them. We are trying to the best of our ability to achieve some food independence, and so, we got 2 miniature goats (pygmy goats -at full size they are knee-high) so we could have a fresh supply of milk (and learn to make butter, ice cream, cream, goat's milk soap, etc...). Well, before they milk they have to be bred and ahve a baby of course, and so we are waiting until they are ready to breed..... until then, no milk, just goats in the backyard. We also have 3 rabbits for breeding and eating. We have one pregnant rabbit, and so after she has her babies and they grow up, we will have fresh clean meat- we will know where it came from. I am so excited! Not to kill rabbits, of course, (I don't even want to be home when daniel does that) but to have acess to good meat. I can barely bring myself to buy meat at the grocery store, much less eat it. When I eat beef from the grocery I am really sick for at least a day or 2. It's awful. And of course, having access to our own food means we are lessening our dependence on foreign oil and the agricultural/food industry (which, may I say, is horribly corrupted) and that is something I am happy about. At first it was very hard for me to accept that yes, our backyard looks like a farm, and yes, we are different than all our neighbors. But I feel good about it now, because it is something positive we are doing for our lives-- taking charge of our own food source. We also have a garden (2 tomatoes so far) but it's not the greatest... it's only our 2nd one, and the first was a flop. It's mostly tomato plants, one corn plant, some raddishes. There is one other plant but we don't remember what it is... a carrot, maybe? Anyway, to complete our plan we want to get 2 egg-laying chickens, for fresh eggs. That's a substantial amount of food coming from our back yard. I can't wait to get the chickens. (We also want to get chickens to raise for eating (you get a different breed for that) and we have done that in our yard before, so really that isn't so daunting. BUT we haven't done that yet.... there is enough going on right now, and if there are more rattle snakes I suppose our chickens would be picked off pretty quickly.) ANYHOW, I could practically type a book about all the details of what we are doing, but I will refrain. If you have any questions I would love to answer them!